Fahrin Ahmad. Kenape Die?

mungkin lebih baik senyap. kan? dari meluahkan segale yang ade. kite nak luahkan. tapi pade siape. kite ni ade siape? abang? kanda? masing masing dah ade kakak. yang perlu di jage hatinye. takkan mereka nak layan kite yang ngade ni. hm kite jugek lah yang kene tinggal sorang sorang.



kite ni ego siket. bukan siket lah. banyak banyak sangaaat. kalah lelaki kot. tapi se-ego-ego kite ni. kite still kalah dan cair kalau ade laki yang pujuk. dan baik je jage kite. hm mane lah kite nak carik laki macam tu. yang boleh layan kite. seadenye kite. yang tak meminta untuk kite jadi ape yang mereka mahu. yang terime kite. sebagai kite. dan bukan orang lain. yang di dalam bayangan mereka.



hm dalam hati kite. kite nak try tu hah! fahrin ahmad. jehan miskin. zahiril hashim kot. haa. tapi mereka tu pandang ke kite ni ha. dah lah gemok. rupe pom takde lah ayu mane. kan kan? hanye boleh berangan je lah. pandang dari jauh. macam si fahrin ahmad tu kan. dah lah hemsem. baik je tengok nye. sejuk hati memandang. alahai sedihnye hati bile lihat si dia menitiskan airmate. kerane kecewa.



dalam hati ade kate. kalau si dia dengan kite. kite akan jage si dia baik baik. takkan kasik si dia nangis lagik.takkan main kayu tige. takkan buruk buruk kan si dia. tapi tu hati kite lah cakap. hati kite ni baik. suci. murni lagi tau! hati ni tak same dengan hakikat nye. kalau kite dapat lah bersame dengan si dia tu. kite takkan tahan kut. melihat pakwe kite dikejar wanita wanita lain. takkan tahan kot bile ade gambar gambar si dia dengan wanita lain. si dia pegang wanita lain. mungkin kite tak tahan. dan akan marah marah,merajuk,cemburu dengan si dia. mesti punyer lah.



dan itulah hakikat nye kite ni. berangan nak tinggi. tapi sekali dah tetap kat atas nun. kite nak pulak ke bawah. kite takkan nak nye tetap kat atas. takkan nak dan takkan pulak sentiase kat atas. mesti ade yang tolak dan boom! kite jatuh ke bawah. haha jadik busuk sorang sorang. hahahaha.



ok ok. sudah dengan cerite berangan fahrin ahmad. kalau lah si dia tahu kite berangan kan dia. ahaha malu malu. tak tahu mane nak tarok muke. kalau tibe tibe kan si dia tegur. ahahaha menggelupur kot! panik and shocked! tak tahu nak buat ape. dan kite mesti buat bodoh je. kite mesti malu. dan takkan balas punyer teguran si dia tu. haha :)) ape lah kite ni kan. berangan je.

dah lah. malu pulok berangan ni. haha kite stop dulu. ok? bye. assalamualaikum. :)



t/s (talk silently) : boleh ke saye pejam mate dan bayangkan saye dengan fahrin ahmad. dan bile saye buke mate,si dia ade depan mate. boleh ke? hek hek.

kite suke berangan,0043,30jan

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Hush Hush-Pussycat Dolls.

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help,
I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush,
I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby,
hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush,
I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush
Hush hush, hush hush,
I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby

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just once!

its very often-ly feeling.
i cant say it loudly.
maybe ashamed of what people might say.
but i am soo feeling unsecure.
i dont know why.
he doesnot take care of me.
i've given him time.
for himself.
but he never give mine.
yes,im totally egoistic.
truely,its me.
i dont want to sms him or call him.
i want him to do it first.
i want him to show me some love.
but he never did.

can i stand like this?
for the rest of my life.
i dont want to be end like mak and abah.
i dont my children feel the way i am.
missing my abah.
and nobody knows that.
its suck me inside.

sometimes i felt sooo happy.
when he called me SAYANG.
oh my god.
its like im flying.
flying over the top!
ohh. i want to feel it more and more.
cause i deserve it,rite?
he is my bie!
im his sayang.
we are so in love.
no one can took as apart.
hmm i love you,bie.

now. this moment. this time.
i felt so lonely.
he is free now.
he is now at his hometown.
cant he sms me?
even once?
didnt he rememberred me?
didnt he knows that he had A gf?
ohh god. give me strength.
to hold on. till the end.

and for the numberless time.
again. and again. and again.
i felt lonely.
im crying. again.

whoever you are.
if you love me,come find me.

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Facebook Lagik Gilee :)

hai. assalamualaikum sumee. :) saye penah cakap yang saye ade facebook tapi jarang online. haha. bukanlah jarang online. cume jarang gune. ye lah. lau online. perkare satu saye bukak adelah MYSPACE,then BLOGGER,then YOUTUBE,then baru lah FACEBOOK.

but now dah lain. facebook dah naik satu anak tangga. ia menjadi MUST dalam web page yang saye akan buke. hehe seronok gak mean facebook ni kan. haha.banyak mainan. tapi saye tak main pom mainan2 nye. saye rase entah. tak minat kot. haha BENY KAN DAH BESAAA :) saye rendu namiiii. hmm nami ade fb tak? haha

facebook ni kan memang sangat mukee tau. banyak muke yang i jumpe. dari kecil sampai besaarrr.dari sekolah rendah sampai menengah sampai kolej. sumer ade facebook. haha suke sangat. dan ia menjadi landasan kepade saye untuk menjejak kaseh. dan add add kawan kawan lamee. sangat teruje biler melihat mereka yang dulu hingus-hingusan sudah menjadi besaarrr. dan sangat ayu dan hemsem masing masing. ohh rugi tak kapel awal awal. ahha :))

dan sini ade gamba borak-an saye,ezureen dan azizi semase di myspace. hehe. untuk gamba yang lebih jelas,siler klik pade gamba itu. okeyh? hehehehe


memang sangat teruje. sampai saye yang nak stadi ni tak dapat lah nak pokes. memang asyek mengetik dellilah je lah kejenyee. haha memang kalaka lah chat ngan mereka. buat saye yang saket pewot ni tambah tambah saket. haha :)






ok lah. sebenar nye idea sangat berkurang buat mase ni. sebab otak tengah pokes untuk final minggu depan. huu wish me luck k guys. leviu lah! muaxxx salam. :)


t/s (talk silently) : when i was besides you,you chased me away. and now i dont have any heart to be with you again. im sorry. and please leave me and my friends alone. we dont need you.

me,0112,1001

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Emotional Here!

assalamualaikum. selamat petang. :)



picture above tells everything. and this too.

i miss him.
MOHD HAFEEZ MOHAMAD

me,1844,08jan

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